Put Your Fist Up

it snowed!!

2005-01-24T03:46:41Z

Friday night = The Core.
rocked so good.
all the bands did uber-well.
there was some good dancing also.

Saturday I went to SharpTop.
I worked the climbing tower with Josh Ranew.
it was East Alabama, Albany, South Carolina and Atlanta.
the people were so rad, I also made some new friends :D.
IT SNOWED AND STUCK.

Sunday....
I hit Josh with a snowball.
ate Subway and watched the Falcons lose...along with the Steelers.
saw Coach Carter, it was pretty good.

*Be yourself*

Urban Camp Rocked!

2005-01-18T03:50:09Z

we left Friday for SharpTop Cove.
we arive and hang out until dinner.
then the campers arived.
we all had a job to do.
I was in the pits, we washed the dishes, and it RULED!

Saturday was a long day.
played some dodge ball and a few hours of hardcore four-square.
after doing lunch and dinner dishes we went to there club.
Urban club = 400+Urban Kids(they rocked)
Urban club is so much better then the club im used to.
I could really feel the Holy Spirit in meh buring Praise and Worship.

Sunday was the same as Saturday minus the dodge ball.
Chris broke around 30+ glasses as he slipped and dropped them.
actually most of the pits people broke a few things.
we played a game called 'signs' with some of the Urban leaders..yeh it rocked.
and Mr. C was the speaker..he rocked meh socks off!!

Monday = today = Martin Luther Kinds Jr. Day.
there was a huge fight at camp.
some Atlanta kids made a circle around 1 Montgomery kids..
they jumped him...then like 3 other fights broke out.
at first I thought it was cool...then I thought about it
and thats a horrible way to end camp.

overall it was an awesome weekend, I got back this coming up weekend.

when I got home I hung out with my friends.
work tomorrow morning..
I need to sleep.

outta town shows rule!

2005-01-10T03:32:46Z

Friday was the first show of the year at The Core.
it was kinda a layed back show.
the bands rocked..but noone rocked harder then Forever Changed.
they rule...end of discussion.

Saturday was very exciting.
I woke up and then went to Albany with some people to see LastDay played.
and to make it better Forever Changed was playing again.
the scene in Albany is really good.
a lot of hXc and sXe kids...and some really FIRE girls were there.
we met some of the raddest people ever.

we stayed in a hotel that night which was fun.
THANKS TEEBOO.

we learned some rad dancing moves...so thanks Albany hXc dancers.
the bands that played ROCKED.
a few of them got asked to play The Core...so we will see how that works out.

school starts back tomorrow.
so I will let everyone know how it goes.

what does life have in store for meh?

2005-01-07T07:04:24Z

I woke up...and a few minutes later Gadget was at my house.

took some stuff to Goodwill then met up with Matt and Gadget.
Gadget went home.
Matt and I went to Hollywood Connections.
we saw Beck, Vete, and Jenn.
Matt and I played some video games (score!)

I went to Shanes after that.
Shane, Aleck, Todd and I did some hXc television watching.

after dinner I went to Zacs with Jonah.

was home by 10 o'clock then talked to my bestest friend...Buddypic.

so the show is Friday...im excited.
first of the year.

I also talked to Madie which was very good

where have all the cowboys gone

2005-01-06T05:42:39Z

where has the time gone.
its been so long since I have posted.

New Years was a blast.
I went to Gatlinburg, Tennessee with Todd and Joyner and Todds G-Parents.
we snowboarded and hung out with THOUSANDS of people for New Years.

things have been going smoothly in life.
still no girl.

I mean I feel good inside..
I feel healthy.

I have desire to learn to play the bass.
so give meh your ideas on that.

Merry Chistmas

2004-12-26T06:22:03Z

wake up early because my sister is 3 and gets up early.
I got some nice things :smile:
shirts, jacket, collogne, candy, watch, hair straightner, truck dropped 3/4 inches, socks -n- shoe laces, money, gift certificates, xbox game/controller, and some other rad things.

after presents my gparents came over for breakfast.

later in the day I went to my gparents house with my family.
I had a good time.

Went to my uncles house to get stuff for snowboard...

then I went to see 'Meet the Fockers' with everybody in the world.
after the movie some black thugs made fun of my girl pants.
then we all went to Waffle House because it's good.

Happy Birthday Jesus!!
Merry Christmas everyone

uber-tired

2004-12-24T06:09:35Z

yesterday I hung out with friends.
can't really remember much about it.

Jonah bought meh dinner from Willy T's.

Me Todd Aleck Phelps and Joyner stayed at Todds house.
we beat the classical arcade Ninja Turtles.

today was tiring.

I went to the mall with Adam, he was up there with some other people.
met Todd and Aleck at the strip mall.

went to Boies and exchanged Christmas gifts.
I got a shirt, picture frame and gum and I love it all.

talked to Holly tonight which I always enjoy because I wanna be her friend <3

rough night

2004-12-22T03:19:14Z

woke up around 740ish and hit the slopes with Kyle.
slopes = hills with pinestraw on them...but we have a snowboard.

I hang out at the house until I goto Shanes.
and like last night Todd was there.

went to Rickys after Shanes and played some Halo2.
Abi, Megan and Alicia came...I eventually left and came home.

as of right now I have quit Buddypic.com (which is my life)
hopefully I won't stay that way...I just feel so out of place tonight.
I don't feel like myself.

same ole' story

2004-12-19T05:57:50Z

watched my sister for a little bit.

then I went to the mall with Todd -n- Joyner.
got some Christmas stuff and Todd got two X-Box games.

tonight I really didn't do much.
hung out with Todd, Luke and Joyner.

well I came on home around 1130 because im a loser.

talked to Abi which I thought was going to be good.
naw.
she said "I don't want to date anyone, im just looking for a friend"
so once again I find someone awesome and they don't feel the same back.
I suck so bad with girls.
but I keep faith that the Lord will send me an awesome one soon.

I kind of left everyone

2004-12-18T04:29:38Z

im trying to think of what I have done worth talking about the past few days.

today I worked at the BBQ and went to Abi's house for a few minutes.
went to Todd and hung with him and Joyner.
then we went to Ci-Ci's.
got Cullen and later Ranew and did the jumps in Joyners car.

Thursday was my last day of school.

I can't think of what I have been doing.
I need a good hobbie that isn't Runescape or Buddpic.

coffee and conversation

2004-12-15T16:13:51Z

History Final.
I owned that whore <3.

went to the mall with Todd, Josh and Aleck.
Todd and Aleck applied to Abercrombie Kids.
then we went to Rick B's and played the paintball game.

following all of that I went to Barnes and Nobles with Abi.
it was akward...but we made the best of it.
im looking forward to another outing together.

fairly rad day

2004-12-13T05:32:56Z

get Marian and we goto church.

then we goto Willy T's.
we started calling Joyner "Big Sperm" and he got pissed.
so he went home.

went to Rickys with the regualr crew.

worked from 4-9 and it was fun.
I talked to Danielle and I think she is so awesome/beautiful.

I got home and then decided to guage my ears from 20-14 so it kinda burns.

work, show, girls

2004-12-12T06:34:34Z

work was a lot of fun.
I did the regester nearly all day, so im getting pretty good at that.

left work and went to eat at 13th Street BBQ.

then it was on to the show.
every band did a good job, except Lastday because they kept breaking the power.
I talked to Meaghan and Tina....so that was fun.

we went to Steak and Shake and Adam beat me at rummy.
I was mean to Joyner, so Joyner im sorry, ily<3.

Mall of Georgia

2004-12-11T06:05:40Z

as usual school, but only one class.

met up with Todd, Adam, Joyner and Josh to goto the Mall of Georgia.
we did some shopping (like girls), I got a good shirt and track jacket.

went to Lamberts to skate...flame away.
it was a lot of fun, but now im sore and my feet hurt.

I talked to Kristina tonight, so that was cool, because I think shes really hot.

went to John Wells house after the skate session and watched Blue Collar Comedy Tour 2.

skimboarding

2004-12-10T04:58:58Z

turned in my book report for history.

ate lunch at Subway with my mum and Adam.

went skimboarding at Lakebottom Park with Adam and Joyner.
Joyner sucks at filming, and Adam is good at falling.
it worked out good, so we will go again when it rains.
fyi we did it near the baseball fields next to the track.

went to Chads (cousin) house and ate there.

no comments

2004-12-09T06:05:20Z

you people are slacking.
comment on my stuff.

more school today.

came home to watch Fight Club.
that's my first time seeing it.
at the end when the building blow up you see a weiner..it's interesting.

eventually I went to eat with Jonah and Adam at Ci-Ci's.

my life is boring right now.
I need a pep talk.

I love life no matter what.

2004-12-06T04:41:24Z

once again I felt backstabbed by my friend. it hurts.

church had a good message. just have faith and trust in the Lord.
went to work. some employes piss me off. they need to pull there own weight.
came home after work to work on a project. I finally finished it.
I talked to Brittany. I love you babe. I am always here for you.

"Swing a little more on the devil's dance floor."
spend some time and think about that.

another show

2004-12-05T05:10:12Z

Friday:
school, 1 class so it was better then normal.
work.
I got off in time to go to Marians and get my hur did.
we get to The Core.
final round of Indie Wars, Another Road Home won.
more pit dancing.
had the best mosh ever in Joyners car.
I win.

Saturday:
nothing until Ezailes(sp?)
met Adams dad and granddad, they are really nice people.
SEC Championship, WAR EAGLE.
home.
tonight sucked, my friends went to a strip club.
my other friends ceemed to forget I was around.

eck!

2004-12-02T04:23:33Z

yesterday was my moms birthday.
I love you mum!!

today I saw Ashley at school which was totally rad.
came on home until I went to Sam Worthingtons house.
Joyner and Watson were also there.
Sam pulled out her moms dildo and threw it on Shane and Lee.
it was thrown at me and I threw it on the ground and bent it :/.

me and Adam later went to Hollywood Connections to finish our put-put game.
I beat him by one stroke.
we hung out with Beck, Jess, Tabatha and Priscilla.
Beck bought me Subway and it was a tasty delight.

Adam and I went to Varatoss and saw Noah and Lauren.
went out to eat at Chick-Filla.

horrible movie

2004-11-28T05:26:56Z

yesterday I worked from 7am-Noon then 6pm-11pm.
it was crazy.
darn day after Thanksgiving shoppers.
I also got two shirts from Hottopic.

today I went with my stepdad to get a tv.
then me and my mom went to the mall.
I got some gym shorts.
I got my ears pierced!!!

went to eat at Willy T's with Adam and Chris Rames.
then I went to the movies with a TON of people.
we saw Alexander and it's horrible.
3 hours of guys kissing each other (they are homosexuals).

today was better

2004-11-24T05:42:47Z

Adam decided he would come over at 930 and bother me.
he left and I got up around noon.
Adam and I hung out until 4 when he went to work.
I went to Joyners and took a crap.

work was at 5 and it was fun.
it was me Michael and Aja.

I talked to Alayne and her eye was bothering her.
I wanted to help her but I was at work.

Today was better because I didn't get depressed over her.

"My knuckles have turned to white
theres no turning back tonight
kiss me on last time."

you have my heart...please let me have yours

2004-11-23T04:57:27Z

Sunday
Cheerleaeding competion all day = tired of make-up for the rest of my life.
Mall of Georgia = saw an awesome mohawk.

Today
Shanes and watched a skate video.
home.
Applebee's with the family.
Barnes and Nobles with Adam Beck and Joyner.
Waffle House with Adam and Beck.

Pain.
Thoughts.
Hope.
Another day.
Another chance but failure.
Another time to think.
I still want you.
I still love you.
I still need you.
You may not see it.
You may not want it.
Your not with him anymore.
Is that a sign.
Or is it just fate.
I think we're meant to be.
I feel like your part of me.
You have my heart.
Will you ever share yours with me?

WAR EAGLE!

2004-11-21T04:09:46Z

this life is so tough on the weak.
so much pain for the gain of nothing.
things will be better one day, on the other side.
for now I stand tall and take your abuse.
your words and lies will only make me stronger.
you are nothing in my eyes anymore.

Friday night was awesome.
it was my first time in a pit in about a year.
congrats to Her Roman conspiracy and Akward Romance.

Today was a blast.
Auburn won.
I got Taco Bell.
they didn't have my size Tsunami Bomb shirt.
tomorrow im going to Atlanta for a cheerleading competition.

brandizel @ 2004-11-18T22:44:00

2004-11-19T03:47:30Z

once again I believe her pathetic lies.
I was almost over her again.
then she told me she was going to change.
said she wanted me to be part of her life.
so now she controls my heart again.
im sick of being hurt by her.
she claims its unintentional.
she knows how much I care for her.
so tell me why she hurts me day after day.
I wish I could understand her cruile intentions.

I want to be with this perfect girl..

Varatoss(sp?)

2004-11-18T05:15:34Z

school.

ate at 13th street bbq then came home and cut the grass.
Adam came over later and we played some Halo 2, of course I owned him.
then we went to get Louie from the mall and proceded to Willy T's where Joyner met us.

I came home around 530 and waited on Jonah.
he came over after work and then we left for Wynnbrooke.

we get to Wynnbrooke (Jonah, Lee, Adam, Louie and I) and don't stay long.
Adam, Jonah and myself left when the singing started because 1. there was nowhere to sit and 2. this lady was bothering us VERY MUCH!

so Jonah, Adam and myself went to Varatoss(sp?) at Evangle Temple.
its a lot of fun, awesome college minister, great music.
hawt girls.

Joyner claimed he went home but I think he went to see Christy.
Louie stayed at Wynnbrooke so I haven't heard from him.

Shane was on T.V. for Colon Cancer
*your dad was taking it easy on you when ya'll were playing ping-pong*

*random thought*
Why don't I have the courage to do things that will make me happy?
I can't pierce or tattoo anything because of parents.
I can't two tone my hair, and I don't have the courage to cut it for spikes.
I feel so trapped...I can't wait until I move out and find myself.